For 30 days in this holiday, I actually think a lot . Think of what I'd done in these 15 years of my life . And, I realized that I was or most probably am ..

Spoilt brat

Annoying

Snobby

Maximum level of immaturity

Crybaby

Selfish

SUCKS

And, I started to notice that I don't know how to socialize with new person I met .

I just keep  to myself . I started to think if I still coped in this kind of attitude,

it would be harder for another years from now.

I'll go to National Service Program and meet new people .

I'll go to university and meet new people .

I'll have a job and meet new people .

I can't keep  to myself or not I'll be like 'kera sumbang' like my mom said years ago .

I have to change but , HOW ?